Your eyes in that moment changed everything,
When I had confronted you with a broken heart,
They said more words than you could manage,
You had destroyed everything we had,
Perhaps they conveyed regret,
What was I to do with you, as you were killing my soul bit by bit?
They started to moisten with fear,
You knew you were wrong,
One drop fell right across that cheek,
I wanted to end it all last night,
Your eyes in that moment changed everything,
When I realized that I cared more about not hurting you than about myself,
That tear they shed, which I had caused pained more than anything you could ever do,
You said you wanted things to remain as they were,
But they knew, they could see mine: darkened and furious,
How could I ever trust you again?
Your eyes in that moment changed everything,
When I realized that for you, I'll stoop to pretend I would forgive you, when I knew I never could.
They said they would do anything to take back what you did yesterday,
But actions always have consequences,
They managed to save our relation,
You made sure it would always be stained with resentment,
Your eyes in that moment changed everything,
When I realized that we would never be the same again.
P.S It's been a long two years. I suppose I pretty much abandoned this place. I have changed a lot as a person, I'm no longer a shy, fat guy who always got ridiculed. I long for company these days, instead of wanting to be with myself. But I haven't stopped feeling, and I'm still fascinated by the depths of emotion. This piece was a result of something someone did to me. Someone I cared about, someone whom I once loved, but now can barely talk to. It's woven shabbily and quickly, but it is really something I needed to say somewhere. I don't think anyone will ever read it, but if you do, please think a 100 times before saying or doing something which may hurt someone you care about, just a few words can break friendships worth a lot more. Thank you.
When I had confronted you with a broken heart,
They said more words than you could manage,
You had destroyed everything we had,
Perhaps they conveyed regret,
What was I to do with you, as you were killing my soul bit by bit?
They started to moisten with fear,
You knew you were wrong,
One drop fell right across that cheek,
I wanted to end it all last night,
Your eyes in that moment changed everything,
When I realized that I cared more about not hurting you than about myself,
That tear they shed, which I had caused pained more than anything you could ever do,
You said you wanted things to remain as they were,
But they knew, they could see mine: darkened and furious,
How could I ever trust you again?
Your eyes in that moment changed everything,
When I realized that for you, I'll stoop to pretend I would forgive you, when I knew I never could.
They said they would do anything to take back what you did yesterday,
But actions always have consequences,
They managed to save our relation,
You made sure it would always be stained with resentment,
Your eyes in that moment changed everything,
When I realized that we would never be the same again.
P.S It's been a long two years. I suppose I pretty much abandoned this place. I have changed a lot as a person, I'm no longer a shy, fat guy who always got ridiculed. I long for company these days, instead of wanting to be with myself. But I haven't stopped feeling, and I'm still fascinated by the depths of emotion. This piece was a result of something someone did to me. Someone I cared about, someone whom I once loved, but now can barely talk to. It's woven shabbily and quickly, but it is really something I needed to say somewhere. I don't think anyone will ever read it, but if you do, please think a 100 times before saying or doing something which may hurt someone you care about, just a few words can break friendships worth a lot more. Thank you.
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